DONE TOUR!!

WOW, it has been a while since I have posted last and craziest thing ever.... IM DONE PART 1 OF TOUR!!! I WILL BE HOME ON SATURDAY!!!! its crazy!! A WEEK LEFT!

It still seems busy without the tour though! I have been doing a lot of office work and I have been really sick for the past couple days but thankfully im almost over it!

Right now I am sitting on my couch at home just reflecting on the tour and listening to music.

Its crazy looking at all the things God has brought me through in the past couple months. I have been able to do things that I never thought I could do, I have seen people and places I never thought I'd see, I have made long lasting friendships, I have confidence, and I have matured in my relationship with God to levels I never thought were reachable, and I continue to have an unquenchable thirst for learning more! Its a beautiful thing seeing what God can do and it has been such a blessing for me.

Christmas is coming up soon and I am so excited I get to see family and friends. I am so excited to tell people about things that God has been doing in me and through me.

I AM SOOO EXCITED FOR NEXT SUNDAY!! i get to sing AND play piano! I haven't done that for so long!! I am also talking in church :)

Anyways!

I HOPE TO SEE EVERYONE SOOON!!

:)

Comfortable

Today was a great day

Cecilia and I went dress shopping and I found an awesome dress. That was super exciting because I needed one for the family life network christmas party.

We also had our fourth last event today which went really good as well.

Right now however, I am feeling a little sad.

I miss home and everything there. Im even looking at the picture galleries on the PSPT website just so that I can see familiar people and places. I love being home in winnipeg but it doesn't quite cut it.

Christmas at this point can't come soon enough. I can hardly wait to see family and friends again. I often wonder what it will be like. I know it hasn't been that long... its only been since August but it just feels like its been forever. I want to see my mom so much. It's weird shopping without her or one of my sister in laws. I also miss not being there for my friends. I so badly want to comfort them whenever anything bad is going on... Especially in those times when words just don't seem like enough. How i miss everyone.

Its weird how much I miss even small things. Like playing the piano at church all alone, bringing the church staff starbucks and then chilling there for hours, making coffees at the church, lunch with the youth, parry sound, my bed, my house, strangely enough... my high school, and much much more...

I also really dislike change and its scary in a sense that everything back home is changing and Im not there to see it. Even little silly things make me sad. Its almost like feeling left out.

Dont get me wrong however, I love being here, I love the girls that I tour with. They are some of the craziest, awesome, amazing, christian girls and they have been such a blessing. I have made some really awesome friends. I also have an awesome room mate. They are also encouraging and good at challenging each other to strive for more when it comes to our relationships with Christ. 24/7 with girls still continues to be an amazing rewarding experience.

Although that makes me really happy and feel so blessed,

I just can't wait to go home.

in half hour it will only be 16 more days.

I love touring and everything on the road is such a blessing but sometimes you just miss the places that used to be comfortable.